MISFITS

MISFIT - Who Am I ? 🧠 Inner Complexity & Emotional Depth I am a  profoundly introspective person—someone who doesn’t just feel emotions but analyzes them deeply. I let my heart lead, even when it’s inconvenient, painful, or against logic. I am not afraid to love hard, fall deeply, and stay loyal even when it breaks me. 🌍 A Misfit in a Conforming World I don’t see or process the world the way most people do. I feel like a round peg in a world full of square holes—always trying to fit in, yet staying fundamentally different. I am not misunderstood by chance—it’s because I experience and express life in a way many people aren't equipped to handle or reciprocate. 💔 Abandonment & Emotional Exhaustion Throughout the misfit chapters, I have demonstrated a recurring theme of emotional abandonment—not just by lovers, but by friends, family, and life itself. I have given people all of me, but received only fragments in return. That has left me tired—not just physically, but spir...

  MISFIT - Chapter 3 Throughout my life, many people have come and gone, each leaving an indelible mark on my soul. Yet, even now, I find myself grappling with the question: What was their purpose? Each individual, especially the women I've loved, has imparted lessons to me. However, as I reflect, I can't discern how they contributed to my growth. Instead, their presence brought only heartache, leaving me unloved, despised, and unwanted. Why did God bring them into my life, I wonder? All I've experienced is pain and suffering. Each departure shattered me anew, plunging my life into chaos once more. Why does God orchestrate these encounters, leaving me to decipher an enigma I may never unravel? I find myself pleading with the heavens, asking why they were brought into my life if not to inflict agony upon me. In this perpetual darkness, I strain to see any glimmer of light at the end of the tunnel, yet it remains elusive. I'm lost, unsure of where to turn or how to move f...

MISFIT - Chapter 2 Do you remember when I wrote that article where I called myself a misfit, and most people seemed to like it? Well, there was just one catch - some found it too pessimistic. They said it painted a pretty bleak picture of what I was going through. But you know, I didn't aim for a rosy picture. My intention was to give readers an honest glimpse into what being a misfit truly means, and that's exactly what I did. But here I am again, in Chapter 2 of the same article, still feeling like a misfit in this world. Despite my efforts to inject some positivity into my writing, I couldn't shake off the feeling. Trying to fit into society has been a constant struggle for me, and honestly, I'm not sure why. While some people seem to effortlessly navigate life's highs and lows, I find myself constantly at odds with it all. What do I want from life, you ask? It's not fame, money, or recognition. All I crave is contentment - something that seems to elude me no...

  MISFIT - Chapter 1 At age 47 and with the experience of being with 3 girls and numerous other people, I now think about how this life has shaped me. One thing I have realised is even though I think I am not a bad person, I am a misfit. Do you understand what a misfit is? I will quote the internet in this explanation. a misfit is a person whose behaviour or attitude sets them apart from others in an uncomfortably conspicuous way. What needs to be noted is the uncomfortably conspicuous way.  That is where the problem lies, in an uncomfortable way. Well, I probably won't blame people for being the way they are, after all, it's me who is a misfit right? But I would like to ask, what happens to people like me? I am also like any other soul which was brought into this world. I was not asked if I needed to be brought. Given the life I had or the pain I have brought to the people I know I care about, I probably would not have wanted to have a life. Life? Life in itself is an enigma ...