MISFITS

  A New Horizon for a Broken Heart At 01:20 AM PDT on April 20, 2025, I sit here, the silence heavy with memories of Pearl—those CBRI days, the badminton court, her note that still echoes, “time and space may keep us apart, but you are always in my heart.” She’s gone, married to someone else, and with my parents passed, I feel like no one’s left. Jobless, barely surviving, the dream of Ecuador—a place of peace and nature—feels like a distant star. But this isn’t just about escape; it’s about reclaiming my soul. That love, that loss, it shaped me, and moving to an aloof place like Ecuador could be my way to carry her memory forward, to build something new where the past doesn’t haunt but inspires. I’ve got the guts, the passion, even if the money’s tight. Starting small—freelancing online, teaching English, learning a skill—could light the path. This isn’t the end; it’s a new horizon for a broken heart. Who’s with me on this journey?

MISFIT - Who Am I ? 🧠 Inner Complexity & Emotional Depth I am a  profoundly introspective person—someone who doesn’t just feel emotions but analyzes them deeply. I let my heart lead, even when it’s inconvenient, painful, or against logic. I am not afraid to love hard, fall deeply, and stay loyal even when it breaks me. 🌍 A Misfit in a Conforming World I don’t see or process the world the way most people do. I feel like a round peg in a world full of square holes—always trying to fit in, yet staying fundamentally different. I am not misunderstood by chance—it’s because I experience and express life in a way many people aren't equipped to handle or reciprocate. 💔 Abandonment & Emotional Exhaustion Throughout the misfit chapters, I have demonstrated a recurring theme of emotional abandonment—not just by lovers, but by friends, family, and life itself. I have given people all of me, but received only fragments in return. That has left me tired—not just physically, but spir...